If you care...Don`t let me know...

so break yourself against my stones and spit your pity in my soul...I won`t listen to your shame....you ran away...your all the same...you sold me to save yourself...your pathetic...I somtimes wander the roads of life seeking wisdom...love...atleast a a little interest...I can`t describe what i`m looking for...it seems unreachable when it might be right under my nose...you fight and struggle...you strive to survive...twisting in a never-ending maze of struggle to achieve your goals...burning in the hottest fire...feeling your skin melting...you knowingly submit to this torture...without thinking of the consequences.................................when you dedicate your life to others you end up with nothing...not even a small insignificant thought of gratitude...except from the people you knew had the willpower and strengh to decide on they`re own....the ones you think of as your equal...you strole right around life fighting for something you know will help you achieve some honor amongst the people you consider to be important...they are all puppets...and your the laaaast peice of cloth stiched togheter...when you try to be nice you get kicked and spat on...when you act tough or even distant...everyone notices and say they wanna help..listen...when they don`t even give a shit...and you realize that all the poeple you care about...live better lives...have much more good-luck...most of these people you helped...now they forgot about it...the worst expression is "a friend in need"...yes...a friend n need will always remember you...they won`t even mention your name when thay have gold...not even a forced smile...they will act as though all they have is rightfully they`re own...like it all just fell from the sky...they think it was they`re own spirit that made them acquire these temporary possesions...and when you try to blend in...they call you cheap...and give you disgraceful looks...but in they`re hour of need they will not hesitate to complain to you and plead you to come to they`re salvation...even though you wanna focus on your own needs...you feel you owe them your help...take my advice...fuck everyone else...you only have 2 real friends...and you`ll know every time who they are...fuck everyone else...just let them die...help them die...they would do the same for you:)...don`t believe all that..."I`m a changed man" or "I really care about you" shit...they just want a fre fucking lunch...you just let them eat shit...give them a fork...makes it harder...don`t give a shit about anyone you know...except and maybe 2 other people...the rest...burn in hell...think about yourself for a change...fuck the police...fuck the politicians..fuck the parents, fuck the teachers, fuck the news reporters, fuck the singers, fuck the actors, fuck the bartenders, fuck the waiters, fuck mcdonalds, fuck KFC, fuck burger king, fuck TCM, fuck HAllmark, fuck Cartoon Network, fuck mickey mouse, fuck your ex-GF, fuck every girl you know JUST FUCK`EM ALL!! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!...................a se citi in timp ce asculti melodia Slipknot - Snuff