What now?...

what happens when all of your friends are against you? what happens when everything you fought for turns to dust? What happens when you give too much and they never apreciate? What happens when you care too much? I`ll tell you...you get shit...no matter what you do you will never receive the recognition you desire and deserve...no matter how much fire you extinguish and no matter how many times you drown your own ego to satisfy others they will never cease to ask for more...they will never see the length of your true suffering until they have lost you...but what happens when the people i`m talking about are not your own friends...what happens when you find the love of your life...and you cannot fit in because of her friends...what happens when you cannot do anything to help your position and your status...because nobody listens to what you have to say...and therefore you will loose your love again...at the hands of others...what do you do when you feel useless and alone...and nobody ever gives a sign...what then?WHAT THE FUCK IS A GUY LIKE ME SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN I CAN NEVER HAVE A MOMENTS PEACE TO PLACE MY THOUGHTS IN ORDER?! WHAT HAPPENS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE FIGHTS WITH HER BEST FRIEND BECAUSE OF THE FRIENDS SELFISH EGO? DO I STAND IDLY BY? DO I GET UPSET?DO I INTERFERE?....fear is my only feeling...and a trembling sense that i have once again stepped into the hands of my original fate...